💭 Venting Brutal life experience

[Truecel_14]

It was late May and I was nearing graduation. My class decided to take one final field trip to an amusement park. I almost wasn’t able to go because everyone at that school hated me for being weird and autistic. But somehow some people wanted me to come with them. I was the last option of course. On the bus ride there I of course sat alone. When I finally got there, it was a long line to get into the Park and I had to wait alone in the blistering heat.

When I finally got in I met up with my group, I was so excited (For at most 5 minutes). While we were walking, there was this group of foids all looking at my peers but not me. Why not? Im the perfect guy. I guess it was because of my crazy recessed chin and my autism. My peers sensed this admiration from the foids and they all made fun of me because I was the only one they weren’t looking at. They made me walk at least 15 feet (4.6 meters) behind them because I was the reason why they weren’t hooking up with any girls. I remember being so enraged at them. We all had to wait long lines in the blistering heat for the rides at the park. All of them were talking to each other in the lines but none and I mean none wanted to talk to me. Oh yes, I initiated the conversations by the way. They kept trying to push me out of the line because im not even joking when I say this, they said I was a fucking subhuman to them. I remember taking that statement like a cuck at the time. Lunch break rolls around and I was the only one to eat a large burger and fries while they ate nothing. This made me feel like a fucking glutton. This went on for a few more hours.

I got home and cried. Why does society hate me so much? Have you went through similar? If so, let me know.

 

[zz_arr.]

It was late May and I was nearing graduation. My class decided to take one final field trip to an amusement park. I almost wasn’t able to go because everyone at that school hated me for being weird and autistic. But somehow some people wanted me to come with them. I was the last option of course. On the bus ride there I of course sat alone. When I finally got there, it was a long line to get into the Park and I had to wait alone in the blistering heat.

When I finally got in I met up with my group, I was so excited (For at most 5 minutes). While we were walking, there was this group of foids all looking at my peers but not me. Why not? Im the perfect guy. I guess it was because of my crazy recessed chin and my autism. My peers sensed this admiration from the foids and they all made fun of me because I was the only one they weren’t looking at. They made me walk at least 15 feet (4.6 meters) behind them because I was the reason why they weren’t hooking up with any girls. I remember being so enraged at them. We all had to wait long lines in the blistering heat for the rides at the park. All of them were talking to each other in the lines but none and I mean none wanted to talk to me. Oh yes, I initiated the conversations by the way. They kept trying to push me out of the line because im not even joking when I say this, they said I was a fucking subhuman to them. I remember taking that statement like a cuck at the time. Lunch break rolls around and I was the only one to eat a large burger and fries while they ate nothing. This made me feel like a fucking glutton. This went on for a few more hours.

I got home and cried. Why does society hate me so much? Have you went through similar? If so, let me know.

Yo that sucks bro, I’m sorry for you. I pray you have found or find a group you can fit into comfortably. Best things you can do now are ascend and find a group to fit into that accepts you for who you are

 

[nohopecel]

I'm sorry that you had to experience something like that I feel personally that most people at school radiate this negative energy or superiority complex especially if they are better looking then you. What I try to do in situations like the one you were in is just simply not give a damn and live my life how I want, Not caring how others perceive me and knowing that there is better days to come. Focus on bettering yourself instead of wasting your time worrying about those foids that will more then likely be workin tables at a dennys in 5 years. Try and find a group of people who like you for you and not how you look on the outside. I wish you luck friend