How life is currently going

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Tbh I just need to talk about stuff to get off my chest and im really just lost in life. Ever since I was about 11 years old I just have been nonstop depressed fat and ugly and had over 3 **** attempts ( all failed ) I can’t get a girlfriend have practically no friends and even my own family hates me I get terrible grades and I’m pretty much failing out of highschool and I’ve come to point in my life where I’m starting to wonder if it ever gets better I’ve been waiting for so fucking long for my life to get better and that happens is it gets worse . I literally get bullied by people who are shorter than me and girls constantly laugh at me in school for just plain out sitting down minding my business. And none of my friends that I do have ( kinda ) even want to hang out with me I’ve reached such a breaking point and I don’t know what to do anymore . I don’t know why I get mad fun of so much it mentally kills me every day I get made fun of by people my age and adults and I’m really not that ugly. All I’m seen as is a joke by women and men and I’m fucking sick of it. Please someone help me with no looksmaxing bullshit I just need life advice.
 
But honestly, this seems crazy, but why don’t you just try and start over maybe leave your fam, it can’t be worse than almost offing yourself 3 times, just think about it
 
You could always move to a new school🤷‍♂️. I know it would be hard but you could start over sort of
 
Tbh I just need to talk about stuff to get off my chest and im really just lost in life. Ever since I was about 11 years old I just have been nonstop depressed fat and ugly and had over 3 **** attempts ( all failed ) I can’t get a girlfriend have practically no friends and even my own family hates me I get terrible grades and I’m pretty much failing out of highschool and I’ve come to point in my life where I’m starting to wonder if it ever gets better I’ve been waiting for so fucking long for my life to get better and that happens is it gets worse . I literally get bullied by people who are shorter than me and girls constantly laugh at me in school for just plain out sitting down minding my business. And none of my friends that I do have ( kinda ) even want to hang out with me I’ve reached such a breaking point and I don’t know what to do anymore . I don’t know why I get mad fun of so much it mentally kills me every day I get made fun of by people my age and adults and I’m really not that ugly. All I’m seen as is a joke by women and men and I’m fucking sick of it. Please someone help me with no looksmaxing bullshit I just need life advice.
What grade are u in if u mind me asking?
 
Tbh I just need to talk about stuff to get off my chest and im really just lost in life. Ever since I was about 11 years old I just have been nonstop depressed fat and ugly and had over 3 **** attempts ( all failed ) I can’t get a girlfriend have practically no friends and even my own family hates me I get terrible grades and I’m pretty much failing out of highschool and I’ve come to point in my life where I’m starting to wonder if it ever gets better I’ve been waiting for so fucking long for my life to get better and that happens is it gets worse . I literally get bullied by people who are shorter than me and girls constantly laugh at me in school for just plain out sitting down minding my business. And none of my friends that I do have ( kinda ) even want to hang out with me I’ve reached such a breaking point and I don’t know what to do anymore . I don’t know why I get mad fun of so much it mentally kills me every day I get made fun of by people my age and adults and I’m really not that ugly. All I’m seen as is a joke by women and men and I’m fucking sick of it. Please someone help me with no looksmaxing bullshit I just need life advice.
Ive been feeling the same thing. Ive been seen as lower than others my entire life. I know its easier said than done, but just start bettering yourself for yourself and not for anyone else. If you've got time to worry, then run. And im not talking about running, just a physical escape in general. For your body to feel something enough to drown out the shit in your head.
 
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