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Ive been going to gym for over 4 months (if u seen my other post u know it). Im have always going to gym with one of my good frend lets call him Lk. Me and Lk has good cemistry and shi and we are very good frend, we support each other and love when someone of us progress good. About 2 months ago ive seen that Lk got wayy past me like 2 months ago we benched 40kg, Now its he benches 55kg and me fucking 47.5kg. Now these couple of weeks hes been cruising gym and getting records and shi every fucking day. Ive been not talking to him lot recenetly. Im so sad like im crying every night thinking why am I so fucking loser and bad like how is he getting so good while im here rotting my ass off in forums tryna be better. Im so close to fucking roping this shi is getting so bad like my cat is dying soon and summer is getting so close and i havent made any progress at all I think. Im wondering should I js hop on cycle like other ones do I mean im 5'9½ 63kg and 14y old so I really dont fucking care anymore and if it fails Imma js **** or smth but I js want to express my feeling here and can someone say like should I js hop on and forget this sadness or what? Im thinking abt tren a, and so on other peptide Not on roids tho. I have so much fat like I have no visible abs while Lk has low bf and is leaner and stronger and more better physic. Atleast on lm side im like mtn and hes ltn and hes 5'8 jfl.
Pls rep me g's🥰

Not even tagging noone if u find this u will find this

Deleting this in like 1 week so my frends wont find ts
 
Start off taking creatine to get bigger before moving to peptides and stuff. Christ helped me with my mental health, he brings peace, comfort and love to me. I know he can help you too.
 
zz_arr. said:
Start off taking creatine to get bigger before moving to peptides and stuff. Christ helped me with my mental health, he brings peace, comfort and love to me. I know he can help you too.
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been taking creatine for 4 months now jfl
 
Take pre workout and fish oil. Fish oil helps you recover faster and strengthens your joints. Pre will boost your performance and can help you push more weight. But if you really want to get on Lk level then I would suggest going to the gym more than him or working out at home
 
zz_arr. said:
Take pre workout and fish oil. Fish oil helps you recover faster and strengthens your joints. Pre will boost your performance and can help you push more weight. But if you really want to get on Lk level then I would suggest going to the gym more than him or working out at home
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Me and Lk rock rn ul ppl but ye ty tips and Im working at home too been doing that for like 4weeks maybe
 
Trueteen14 said:
Ive been going to gym for over 4 months (if u seen my other post u know it). Im have always going to gym with one of my good frend lets call him Lk. Me and Lk has good cemistry and shi and we are very good frend, we support each other and love when someone of us progress good. About 2 months ago ive seen that Lk got wayy past me like 2 months ago we benched 40kg, Now its he benches 55kg and me fucking 47.5kg. Now these couple of weeks hes been cruising gym and getting records and shi every fucking day. Ive been not talking to him lot recenetly. Im so sad like im crying every night thinking why am I so fucking loser and bad like how is he getting so good while im here rotting my ass off in forums tryna be better. Im so close to fucking roping this shi is getting so bad like my cat is dying soon and summer is getting so close and i havent made any progress at all I think. Im wondering should I js hop on cycle like other ones do I mean im 5'9½ 63kg and 14y old so I really dont fucking care anymore and if it fails Imma js **** or smth but I js want to express my feeling here and can someone say like should I js hop on and forget this sadness or what? Im thinking abt tren a, and so on other peptide Not on roids tho. I have so much fat like I have no visible abs while Lk has low bf and is leaner and stronger and more better physic. Atleast on lm side im like mtn and hes ltn and hes 5'8 jfl.
Pls rep me g's🥰

Not even tagging noone if u find this u will find this

Deleting this in like 1 week so my frends wont find ts
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dude trust me your chilling because when i was 14 i was 5'5½" and could barely lift 15kg. i think your problem is your comparing yourself to a mf with some good genetics, and comparison is the death of motivation. just keep at it bro, your gonna be breaking a bunch of records soon
 
Trueteen14 said:
Ive been going to gym for over 4 months (if u seen my other post u know it). Im have always going to gym with one of my good frend lets call him Lk. Me and Lk has good cemistry and shi and we are very good frend, we support each other and love when someone of us progress good. About 2 months ago ive seen that Lk got wayy past me like 2 months ago we benched 40kg, Now its he benches 55kg and me fucking 47.5kg. Now these couple of weeks hes been cruising gym and getting records and shi every fucking day. Ive been not talking to him lot recenetly. Im so sad like im crying every night thinking why am I so fucking loser and bad like how is he getting so good while im here rotting my ass off in forums tryna be better. Im so close to fucking roping this shi is getting so bad like my cat is dying soon and summer is getting so close and i havent made any progress at all I think. Im wondering should I js hop on cycle like other ones do I mean im 5'9½ 63kg and 14y old so I really dont fucking care anymore and if it fails Imma js **** or smth but I js want to express my feeling here and can someone say like should I js hop on and forget this sadness or what? Im thinking abt tren a, and so on other peptide Not on roids tho. I have so much fat like I have no visible abs while Lk has low bf and is leaner and stronger and more better physic. Atleast on lm side im like mtn and hes ltn and hes 5'8 jfl.
Pls rep me g's🥰

Not even tagging noone if u find this u will find this

Deleting this in like 1 week so my frends wont find ts
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why does it have to be about strength? it should be who looks better lol

goal shouldn’t be to ogremaxx, especially at 14.. your bones aren’t even fully developed yet. just eat good, maybe bulk up a little or cut even. im actually making the decision to stop going to the gym and just stick to my healthy diet. because i did it for months now, seen little results. natural gym lifting is quite cope and will take forever. but sure if you wanna build extreme muscle and bench an absurd amount of lbs id suggest a cycle if you want extreme results. weight matters a lot though

im seventy underweight lol
 
alex said:
why does it have to be about strength? it should be who looks better lol

goal shouldn’t be to ogremaxx, especially at 14.. your bones aren’t even fully developed yet. just eat good, maybe bulk up a little or cut even. im actually making the decision to stop going to the gym and just stick to my healthy diet. because i did it for months now, seen little results. natural gym lifting is quite cope and will take forever. but sure if you wanna build extreme muscle and bench an absurd amount of lbs id suggest a cycle if you want extreme results. weight matters a lot though

im seventy underweight lol
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The thing is hes physiece is way better than my
 
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